Friday, September 30, 2005

Random Thoughts

Hello my lovelies. Life has been one big rollercoaster ride for me lately and I've not been online much. Here's a quick update...

On the professional note, I have quit my 9-5 job. It's quite scary having to depend on the Cabana Boy for everything, but we are trying to open a tattoo shop. I want to get a part time gig until the shop is up and running though. I was thinking something easy like retail or nannying. I have also started my own side business doing henna and glitter tattoos. Can anyone help me start a website for that? So far that is going well. I am working on my skills and have actually been paid for my work. WOOHOO!! I also made it on the local news doing henna at a hurricane relief benefit. That would have been so awesome had I not looked like the Hunchback of Notre Dame, yet I digress.

On the relationship note, things have been rocky for CB and I. We have a hard time communicating on a good day and when we are both stressed we just seem to bicker constantly. The good news is that neither one of us is ready to give up. He met my dad while we were on vacation in Florida last month and didn't run away screaming so that is always a good sign.

On the emotional note, well things have been better. Depression has been hanging over me like a dark cloud. It has been very hard for me to be motivated about anything lately. With all this free time it makes it easy for me to dwell on the past and everything that is wrong with the now. I'm not sure how to fix myself yet, but I am searching for answers. This blog really helps me vent, so thank you to all of those who read my crap. LOL
I am extremely lucky to have begun a new friendship with a gorgeous tattooed vixen. She is a wonderful addition to my fabulous family of friends.

So now you are caught up on all things Bex. I promise to write again soon. TTFN