Friday, August 05, 2005

I feel old

Today is my 27th birthday. I feel really old. Gone are the days of birthday cards with money, gifts, parties and cakes. Here are the days of rushed phone calls, empty cards, practical gifts, and being lonely.

The last few birthdays have been kinda depressing for me. I wanted to have accomplished so much by 25, and now at 27 I am no closer then I was before. I feel 30 looming on the horizon and wonder where I will be in three years. Will I have finally finished college? Will I be married and in love? Will I have children? Will I be in a career I love instead of a job I hate?

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Birthdays are just no fun anymore once you get old.